Wednesday, August 3, 2011
I see people reading here... they do it a lot. And for a long time. You know who you are, you who do not comment. You, young lady or old lady or middle aged lady or you may not even be a lady at all and certainly, I am no lady for ever inferring you might be an old lady or no lady at all... what is wrong with me?
I am a Jack Ass.
I see you, one of you even read for 55 minutes on your Blackberry yesterday. That's love. I think. I'm Catholic, so I am not sure about these things. But I feel it must be love or maybe love. Either way, I'll take it.
I mean, on a BLACKBERRY! That is a very small screen. It must be love.
But you did not comment. Neither did the person who read for 23 minutes, 17 minutes, 47 minutes... certainly the person who had Googled "100 positions in bed" - well, I did not expect them to comment.
But the rest of you, with the no commenting... it must be... because I am a Jack Ass.
Because I have not been writing regularly and therefore, I have squandered your love. Is that it? In the past, there have been many times I see tons and tons of people reading and they will not comment. I often feel it's because a lot of the subject matter has been super personal and maybe it's hard to know what to say.
So I'm dropping in today to say, I love you guys, I love our community. You can tell from my last post that my life is in a flux. In the quietest places of my mind and heart, I know I need to write more. I know I need to re-commit to the Adventures that so throughly saved me and nourished me and gave me hope and strength and pushed me on.
I know I need you (to not think I'm a Jack Ass.) No... scratch that last part.
I just need you.
So I wanted to say hi and I wanted to say to those of you reading, peeping, lurking, liking - to say hi back to me. You don't even have to use your own name. I would love to know what you like about what you've read or don't like... I'd even like you to tell me what to write in my next post.
It's my Thank You to you... you who keep reading here, the story of a girl trying to figure it all out in this mother-loving f'ing confusing crazy complex world... a girl who is trying desperately not to be a Jack Ass, to not let people down... ;)
So... here I am. And Thank You. And I would love to know what is on your mind...